Ok, I know this is not a very active forum for stuff that is "too personal", but I really need to put these toughts somewhere. Im really unsure of showing this stuff to people I know, I guess I donīt trust them enough.. Altough I have (sort of) talked about this stuff alot. The thing is that I have been manic/depressed most my life and been sort of a Horrible Loner, and itīs hard to explain blaa blaa blaa...
Im just going to put HERE some of the Daniel Johnston inspired stuff that has been shooting out of my fingers for the last few days
I am actually going thru these events RIGHT (edit: NOW) in my life, and guess putting these up [anonymously] would be somewhat as encouraging as listening to Dans songs.
when,
millions of Ideas just fill your head
and everyone of them comes out well ment
when feeling takes the place of thought instead
and everything you say comes out well said
when everyone you meet is a friend
and life is like a space without an end
now everywhere you go you see a smile
and laughter fills the moments all the while
when people say that you are very nice
and laugh with you at all of our lies
as music fills your hands now you can play
and finally someones asking you to stay
but you sometimes feel itīs too much to contain
and a fear comes flashing thru your brain
that life is still that lie
you told yourself yesterday..I necessarily donīt crave for any analysis of the artistic values of these poems. English
is not my native language anyway
-thanks for having me
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